i never realise how much i love my home, my dad, my mum and my brother till i left for wuhan.
i miss singapore.
i miss the bus ride home.
i miss the usual small talks with my dad.
i miss having little quarrels with my mum.
i miss having little fights with my brother.
all these little flashbacks makes me tear.
i want to go home…
我应该如何找回平衡点？
是因为心里无法平衡，而变得 less appreciative…
i think im getting more paranoid nowadays. thinking that those ppl around me are fake..(im not refering to anyone in particular really..)purely its just a plain paranoid feeling..even im finding myself damn fake..i cant tell what is what..or maybe i cant even tell before this..but this is getting harder and harder..
the ability to put myself in other ppl’s shoe is no longer there..constantly reminded by yufan.and what happens next?
reading someone’s blog. reminds me to self-reflect. self-centred.
what am i doing?
*shruggs and walks off*
how i forget that you darling earthlings still live in my heart?
was chatting with eileen, and im in this damn foul mood.she said how abt bringing singapore to me. she sent me a song. long forgotten national anthem MAJULAH SINGAPURA. and then she sent me a website with plentiful nice nice photos of singapore. and last of all…she sent me this web..which i guess hannah and i have left it somewhr in our brain…
hannah_gyoza:
My best friend’s name is Yeo Fu Bi.I knew her since we were in pri2.We became close friends only in sec 1.And from then, we had been the envy of many people. We have gone through thick and thin TOGETHER. We share tears, laughter and almost everything. It’s my pleasure to know her. She always lends me a listening ear and lends a helping hand to me! Her filial-ness towards her parents touched me a lot. I can feel the warmth and happiness when we embraced as a form of encouragement. We are going to be bestest friends for eternity! I LOVE YOU FUBI! *muacks!
(credit: hannah)
hannah! rmb what you wrote up on that web? miss ya lots…
找回迷路的自己。馥碧加油！
i dont really want to be that emo-freak everytime im up here blogging about my current life in wuhan..but i jsut cant help but to do so..pls pls pls…bear with me…
性格扭曲。
人格更不用说了，简直是扭曲到不行。
我无法在这里开怀大笑，因为这里的人都是19岁的大人们。他们无法容忍我这个9岁的小朋友。笑声压抑久了，也只会成为往后的冷笑。
淡淡地。淡淡的看着一切。淡淡地不是因为我已经修成儒家子弟了，而是已经失去以往对生活的激情。一切都淡了。
淡了。
*四分五裂*
hey earthlings!
your dearest fubi went for a haircut today! hahahaha…err..actually..not much of a change..just that the hair is shorter..and my head feels lighter!
i shall update a recent photo of me soon! =)
*stay tune*
我非常不喜欢刚睡醒的感觉。超级讨厌的。严重讨厌。每次醒来，就会问自己，我人现在在哪里？
答案总是——武汉。
不是新加坡。
很累。真的很累了。
只想离开这里。离开这个让我精神虚脱的地方。
i think im kind of slow in setting this blog up when 1 month had passed since the day i set my feet on this ground of wuhan. im not sure why did i hesitate when i set up this blog, but i guess maybe its because im not realy confident in maintaining this blog. perhaps im just worried that my fellow readers of my blog, though there may not be many, but i thought if any day during this 4 month that i decide to close it, end it, they may just feel lost? yeah. i know im thinking too much. hmph. well, thats it. so yupp, to my fellow readers, im going to post some photos, write some stuff here and there. pls allow me to post in chinese too, cos im here in china. i got to practise my language. =)
love ya.
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